Dream Journal
- Vina V.
- Jan 13, 2019
- 2 min read
I have a dream yesterday. It had 3 parts. I couldn’t remember anything about the 1st part. In the next part, there was a poor girl. She was sort of an all-around helper in a carinderia (Filipino food stall wherein the customers point out their orders). She fell in love with a male co-worker who abused her. Then, she met another man who really had genuine concern for her. She fell in love with him and so, she broke up with his first boyfriend.
Her relationship to her new boyfriend grew stronger and happier. But she doubted the relationship. She had a feeling that it is not right and she wanted to break up though she couldn’t find a reason to do so because everything was perfect.
Then, she had a flashback. As an orphaned little girl, she went to court. (I have no idea why.) She realized why she doubted her current relationship. She saw the man who first abused her in the court.
In the last part of my dream, a woman wanted to go out of the building. (I’m not sure if this woman is the same woman in the 2nd part.) She was walking in a long hallway. But she stopped by a door with a woman in a business attire who invited her inside. Inside the room, they were Japanese people speed dating in cubicles. Some women left because they did not like who they are paired up with. As she went inside a cubicle, she was paired with a 40 something man, etc. My dream ended there. I woke up.
I was mulling over this dream. I knew God was sending me a message, especially with the 2nd part. He wanted to tell me again: Hurt people hurt people. Though the woman’s 2nd boyfriend was really caring, considerate, generous and kind towards her, she was still not fully HEALED. We can’t depend on other people to heal us because no one can never do that. We couldn’t put that enormous burden on people, not even ourselves. Only God heals. Which people most likely forget about Him.
He was telling me that. We have to let the bad stuff go and forgive, not just others but ourselves. This is a work in progress for most, including myself. I thank Him for telling me that He will take care of me. Slowly but surely, we’ll be right there and we will be able to fully embrace God’s healing.
